Party time

i went out with tash and uni friends to grace's 18th last night. It was actually quite fun, fun until the end.

It was fun meeting all her friends and taking all those photos with friends and especially with Tash. I love photos, i keep photos of me and tash on my fone >< Yeh it seems like glen was pretty out of what was doing last night. Negative points for him. I think eddie was being a bit harsh to him, i feel sorry for him now hahaha. It was funny how at korean bbq Glen ordered a 'number 69' bbq dish, where he said his not sharing it, and its just for himself. The plate came and it was just 2 slice of meat! LMAO! i was like to glen 'if thats not enough u can eat some of our meat too' his was like thats ok.... Oh man too funny.... then when chris said something about how Space is such a shit club, glen replied 'spain? who went to spain?' lollllll then chris said in korean to grace 'that is retarted' then eddie heard and LOL too! then he told me wat chris just said hahahaha. Ahwellz poor glen, he gets along with sara pretty well keke. I dont know what everyone is saying about dennesque and sara... i did not see anything going on? I didnt know sara was dennesque type of girl? lol ahhhh that was the fun time of the day. Now for the shit one

Well i didnt know 3 drinks can put an 18 year old girl down hahaha. Tash and grace was just all over the place, and causing a scene, but i didnt mind, cuz i was there to take care of them. I wanted to help tash and stuff, but her friend already was taking care of her, so i helped her carry her stuff.

I didnt know that tash and grace would talk this much wen they are drunk lol they say alot of stuff >< At the station, i saw dirty old men checking tash's legs whenever we walked past them. I felt that tash was in danger, i was protecting them both. Then Clarrissa told me that she was being followed by one of them, I was really worried too! Anyways at the bar, wen we were drinking tash was like "you like tracy, he likes tracy!" but i told her that i dont, and nothings going on between us anymore. She wouldnt believe me. bleh, tash doesnt even know that I'm "trying" to be there for her. Why trying? cause im always trying to contact her, see her, msg her, always end up not happening. I tried calling her today at 1:30pm to see if she was at uni, her fone was switched off.....i really hate it when that happens, maybe i should go get an optus sim....

Last night she called somebody in the car, next to me while her dad was taking me back home. I asked her who it was, she wouldnt tell me. Then she said sara, but i think thats a lie. Im pretty sure of it, and it was probably a guy. I think this is the first time she lied to me, must be a guy she likes.... I got really pissed off when she lied to me. I couldnt sleep properly, just things on my mind, and u know how alcohol makes u depressed if u think about depressed stuff. I woke up at 4am cause i was still half drunk and not being able to sleep, and laid in bed till 6am. I msged her cuz i still have thingso n my mind, but i wasnt expecting her to call me back, probably sound as sleep as i assumed. I really didnt mean to send her those messages >< but i told her i know she lied to me.

Im just so confused what natasha wants at times, what are you thinking?