i havnt blogged in a while, because i decided to settle down and go with the flow. I told her truthfully she is totally my type of girl and she is a potential and that i care about her. But also told her i wouldnt do anything yet cuz she still has a bf.
She knows how i feel, and i think she feels the same way too.
Last night i was a bit drunk and i was talking to her, but she said i was a bit mean to her wen i talked to her. I really didnt mean it. Maybe i care about her too much?
Today i called her, as soon as i told her im gonna go dinner soon, she got really pissy and jealous, and then said i never talk to her and dont care about her anymore. And then she brought up how she talks to Glen, just to try to make me jealous. Straight after that convo she sent me a msg, saying that im so slack dont care anymore and 'go have fun without me'. At that moment i felt really blessed. A warmth feeling flowed thru me, it shows that she cares and is a bit jealous, cuz i told her im gonna go with this other girl last night to dinner. I replied by promising her that i will make it up to her.
I really really do miss her every night and want to see her also. I havnt seen her since monday! Today is a saturday night and she's at home all alone cant go out. =( I feel like hugging her but i cant, maybe i should go give her a surprise visit at night in front of her house.... =p
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you see david. the thing was wen all this happened i was still in a relationship. everything was pretty hard for me. i had school life, friends, family and has to keep up with Luke so i didn't have much time to spend with u. i hope you understand that. but i know that probably pushed you away. and that's how you and Tracy got involved..? but i want to know. if i didn't decline you all that time and saw you often would you have still fallen for Tracy?
ReplyDeleteI really think you started being mean to me ever since you met Tracy? and that cuts. coz i don't want because of another girl who's involved in your life for you to treat/act differently towards me.
and just to add i didn't bring glenn up to piss u off or make you jealous. it just popped in my mind. i know how it feels when people make you jealous. i'm sorry if i did that. but these days you seem to do it to me all the time. telling me that you're out with friends, on a date, hanging with Tracy. i really didnt know what you were trying to do or what you were playing at?? i started to think there's another girl in your life, that you like someone else. but why didn't you just open up and tell me?
hmmm did u even make it up to me? =p
hahha but it sounds like from you that you had real fun with Tracy. you say you miss me every night.. do you feel the same way about Tracy? i don't know where i stand.. i don't where i stand next to her..
but all i know is that you two are happy together.
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ReplyDelete"if i didn't decline you all that time and saw you often would you have still fallen for Tracy?"
no i wouldnt have definately. I would still be liking you, if you showed me some signs that you had a thing for me....Which i didnt didnt get at all for a while.