I called her today, i asked if she wanted to watch a movie with me at my place, she declined, but she told me she had to do something important.
She told me she wanted to call me yesterday after we hung up the 3 way with grace. But she thought i was going to talk to grace instead, so she didnt call me back.
Last night all she did was call glen and talked to him till about 9:30pm then her boyfriend called. She told me she wanted to break up with him, i was kind of surprised but relief, i didnt expect her to do it this soon.... I dunno if im selfish or not, but im kinda happy but confused at the same time...
Yeh she said i dont talk to her anymore or something, but i always call her out and stuff but she only talks to me like 10mins on the fone or decline my invites. Sighz. But she told me to come lazer skirmish on wednesday, friday would be luna park, and she said she's free just for me on thursday. I cant wait! i havnt seen her for a week already, i thought i was going to see her... and i really miss her. But i dont think she knows how much i miss her, probably thinks i dont care.
She told me she really hates official relationships, she told me she will have more fun in an unoffical relationship, a loyal one, but not locked up or being too dedicated to someone. She doesn't like players, she thought she was a player at one stage, but i told her she wasnt. I think she knows i have a thing for her by now, i wish i knew what she was thinking! Thats why i am so confused. But i think on her mind now, she's just trying to break up for now...
I want to know more about her, care, protect and comfort her. She's a lonely girl... and i want to be her man...
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"and she said she's free just for me on thursday. I cant wait! i havnt seen her for a week already, i thought i was going to see her... and i really miss her. But i dont think she knows how much i miss her, probably thinks i dont care."
ReplyDeleteafter what you told me today. are you sure you couln't wait? i can't help but think where does Tracy fit in to all this?? you tell me when you miss me and all that but i want to know when do you miss Tracy as well. ? i'm sure you feel just as happy or even more all the time with her..
you are a super duper great guy. but.. there's just so much stuff. like if Tracy wasn't involved thing swould probably turn out better..>< and i don't think ur the type of guy who would wait for me. that's why today i told you you should go for Tracy. you didnt hesitate so i'm sure it's the right choice. i was interested but i don't like to share. and u gave me up easily..
sometimes i would think do u, or glenn or luke... out of u 3 who likes me the most. and after finiding out abt this tracy thing i seriously dont think u like me that much. do u understand wut im trying to say? every girl wants a guy who would like her and only her.
i askd glenn the other day.. i dno if i told you this but i said to him how much do u like me? then i said out of a scale of 10
he said 11. and he told me he isnt the type of guy to show. but i honestly can feel that he loves me that much i can see it. i can see that both luke and glenn would wait for me.
and i see that u feel that way for tracy too.
anyways it doesnt matter whether i like u or not anymore. like i said go for Tracy, coz ur both up for a relationship, u guys see each other all the time, she makes u happy, and im sure she'll b agreat gf. shes waiting...
One day ur gonna intro her as ur gf to me (=
and just remember i want to be there for u like u have been there for me all along. thanks for everything david. BFFL! <3
p.s. i care heaps about you and i want you to be happy alright?! (=